starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Regret, 2/?
Rating: Hard R
Fandom: Yami no Matsuei
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Tons of angst, Mild sexual situations (Lime)
Warnings: Kyoto Arc spoilers, as usual
Summary: Sometimes, you're better off waiting...
Comments: Honestly, I wasn't planning on writing a fic to Regret. I think Regret stands off nice on it's own, but later, I thought of making this timeline into a series. This part focuses on Tsuzuki now.

A big thank you goes to [livejournal.com profile] rinoared for the fine beta job. If there's anything she or I missed, lemme know before I go all cross-post crazy. :X Oh, and if you haven't, it's not vital that you read the previous part before you read this, but I would recommend it.

I wish I could go back in time... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Memories
Rating: PG
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: General
Warnings: The usual spoilers, up to Kyoto, Hisoka's past, MANGA version
Summary: Hisoka reflects on memories...
Comments: I'm saddened of the lack of birthday fics for Hisoka. :( It's a little late, but let's say inspiration hit me. Yes, I KNOW I wrote a fic with the same title and pretty much, the SAME summary, but it seems to fit this story too, so nah nah!

It is VERY important you take note of the version I'm going by, because, in this version, I'm going by the manga version. You'll see in one memory, where the fic differs from the anime.

Some inspiration from a manga I read recently too. *coughs*

This is so not my normal style, I think, but... *shrugs*

Past, Present, Future... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Regret
Rating: R
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Angst
Summary: Sometimes, you're better off being friends...
Warnings: Lots of angst, mild sexual situation
Comments: Urgh, don't ask where this came from. A LOT of people bitch and whine that sometimes, romance ruins things between people who are close. Hehe, SO...

I'm probably going to be killed by the Tsusoka fans, but... eh... I don't know, for SOME reason, this fic amuses me, although it should depress me!

It should become clear who the speaker is in this fic. This runs a bit similiar to Addiction, but has nothing to do with it. I think I like running Hisoka through the ring of angst.

Thanks goes out to [livejournal.com profile] katsue_fox for encouraging comments and [livejournal.com profile] rinoared for betaing. ^_^

Should have... Could have... )

YnM Drabble

Jul. 2nd, 2004 02:52 pm
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Sear Me
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Character death
Summary: Hisoka reflects.
Comments: [livejournal.com profile] hidden_wolf's drabble request. This was a REALLY hard drabble to do (315 words).

There's also a lot of vague stuff in this. I've decided to leave it up to the reader what, ultimately, happened.

Last drabble for now. >.> )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Denial
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, hints of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki
Genre: Angst/romance
Warnings: Buckets of angst, lime references, spoilers up to the Kyoto Arc
Summary: I know you don't love me, I know I should let you go, but I can't do it...
Comments: Wow, Addiction spawns! :O

Pretty simple, same situation, only this goes into how Tsuzuki is feeling. Why does he decide to stay with Hisoka, even though he probably has a good idea how Hisoka feels? What did he talk on the phone about with Tatsumi?

I won't be able to answer feedback till I come back. I might be up for a little bit more, so if you give feedback now, I'll answer it. I don't know if they'll be another fic in this 'series' or not. It wasn't even supposed to be a series!

I'm floating in the river... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Addiction
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, duh? And SMALL hints of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki because I can! :P
Genre: Angst/romance
Warnings: Buckets of angst, lime references?, spoilers up to the Kyoto Arc, as usual
Summary: Sometimes, needing and wanting to be with someone isn't the equivalence of love...
Comments: Oh my god, I actually wrote a Yami fic!?

You know, I just realized something while writing this fic, a very scary thing. Just because you 'need' someone or want to be with someone doesn't mean you love them. And in a sad way, I think I can sort of relate to that fact.

Most of us assume that when Hisoka said 'those' words to Tsuzuki, we all thought Hisoka said them because he loved him. But what if that's not the case?

So hence, this small little AU monster I came up with. Um, I guess you could say this is an AU of HtH, but gone wrong. Because it has a similar situation in it, but it takes a different direction.

Please be warned, this is one of those stories with 'no fluff in sight'. Will there be a sequel? Perhaps... >.> Just have a tissue handy, this sort of got me weepy near the end.

Do I love you? Or... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: You don't know...
Rating: G - PG
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, sort of
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Probably mentions of things in the Kyoto Arc, so again, Kyoto Spoilers.
Summary: Hisoka thinks he knows his partner very well. He slowly finds out though that he doesn't know as much as he would like to think...
Comments: Originally, this fic was supposed to be a prequel to 'Temptation', but it sort of morphed from it and changed direction, so I rewrote a bit and changed the fic to be something else. Half of it was written in school.

The point of this fic... well, a lot of people write about how well Hisoka knows Tsuzuki. I know I have. But does Hisoka really know Tsuzuki outside of work? Do they really know each other as well as they like to think?

Hence, thinking like that, this fic was born. I know, I said I wouldn't write anything for a while and like a few weeks later, something comes. @_@;; But I think this is one of the first times I felt inspired and had time, so...

The ending seems like there's no real resolution. It's short and might be revised later on, but...

You don't know anything... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
FINALLY, the fic that I've been talking about all this time is complete!

Co-worked with [livejournal.com profile] rinoared

Title: Temptation
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, very mild references to Muraki/Hisoka
Genre: Dark/Angst/Romance?
Warnings: BDSM, lemon, sort of dom/sub relationship here, lots of angst, PwPish, emotional roller-coaster, squick, mindfuckage
Summary: There's only so much that Tsuzuki can take from Hisoka. And there's only so long that we can hide sides to ourselves. What happens when a bout of anger leads to something much more...?
Comments: Okay, so [livejournal.com profile] rinoared wanted to co-work another fic with me. We had three options, one got snatched away by us, the other, I flipped a coin for, and it demanded dark Tsusoka fic.

Originally, this fic was going the way of NCS. If you looked at the original RP between us, that's what we were leaning for. However, it changed from the original direction to this. Mainly, that's [livejournal.com profile] rinoared's fault. :P We were sort of talking about it during the RP and she changed the direction and like the puppy I am, I followed quickly behind.

Last warning, this is NOT a typical romance. If you feel that you would be offended by anything above, then don't read, it's that simple.

Well, hope you enjoy. Been waiting patiently for this. :P And give an extra huggle to [livejournal.com profile] katsue_fox for a wonderful beta job. ^_^

AND because it won't fit on the ficblog, I give you a link to it! :O

Temptation
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Quiet
Rating: PG
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Flangst
Warnings: Erm, none, unless you hate fluff and angst?
Summary: It's Tsuzuki's birthday and he wants to keep it a secret. Too bad you can't keep secrets from empaths...
Comments: Um, I had to write a Tsuzuki b-day fic (Duh?), people picked they wanted to see fluff, maybe some angst, and I wrote this. Definitely shorter than 'A Simple Wish', but...

Um, I had to delete what I had over three times before I finally stuck to this one. I couldn't think of what to write, honestly, and this fic feels forced. :/ It didn't help that my mind wanted to play DA or work on something else. ~_~ I think, for now, this is staying on the fic blog only. Am definitely not confident with this one.

Birthday )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
I realized that it's been nearly a year now since I first wrote and finished my first Yami no Matsuei fic, specifically, a Tsusoka fic (I'm not counting 'Through the Darkness'. I just realized that fic is plagued by fangirl japanese. Eeee... O_o;; I think I might re-write the entire thing. :/). It's been a whole year since I started writing for Yami no Matsuei.

I think someone called this fic lame and cheesy a while back. >.> Now that I look back, I'd probably agree with them, that this is sort of cheesy.

But anyways...

Title: For Eternity
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Sap/flangst
Warnings: Lime
Summary: Tsuzuki catches Hisoka by the moonlight...
Comments: Like I stated above, this was my first 'official' Tsuzuki/Hisoka fanfic and my first finished fanfic in general. It's no where as good as recent fics like HtH and Illusions, but still...

It's a songfic too. *Gasps* From Record of Lodoss War, 'For Eternity'.

I don't think there are any errors that call out to me, I only fixed one thing out of the entire story, a repeat line that Hisoka says. But other than that...

I think, sadly, this is my ONLY fic that I've written that's Tsuzuki centric and not Hisoka centric.

Caught by the Moonlight... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Heart to Heart
Rating: NC-17 (PG-13 version can be found here)
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, hintings of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki
Genre: Romance/flangst
Warnings: Angst, lemon
Summary: An indepth look on Tsuzuki and Hisoka's relationship. What happens when Tsuzuki confesses a secret to Hisoka? How does Hisoka handle it?
Comments: See part one for comments

Part 3, part 2 )

Epilogue )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Heart to Heart
Rating: NC-17 (PG-13 version can be found here)
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, hintings of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki
Genre: Romance/flangst
Warnings: Angst, lemon
Summary: An indepth look on Tsuzuki and Hisoka's relationship. What happens when Tsuzuki confesses a secret to Hisoka? How does Hisoka handle it?
Comments: See part one for comments

This part is so fucking long, it needs to be divided into TWO entries. X_x


Part 3 )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Heart to Heart
Rating: NC-17 (PG-13 version can be found here)
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, hintings of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki
Genre: Romance/flangst
Warnings: Angst, lemon
Summary: An indepth look on Tsuzuki and Hisoka's relationship. What happens when Tsuzuki confesses a secret to Hisoka? How does Hisoka handle it?
Comments: See part one for comments

Part 2 Relationship )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
I just noticed that I didn't post Heart to Heart up in my fic blog. Because it's all done finally, I am doing so now.

Title: Heart to Heart
Rating: NC-17 (PG-13 version can be found here)
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, hintings of Tatsumi/Tsuzuki
Genre: Romance/flangst
Warnings: Angst, lemon
Summary: An indepth look on Tsuzuki and Hisoka's relationship. What happens when Tsuzuki confesses a secret to Hisoka? How does Hisoka handle it?
Comments: This fanfic was one of the hardest fanfics I had to write. Part 1 and 2 came naturally, part 3 was much harder to write than I thought. Not to mention I honestly have no talent when it comes to lemon writing, but not putting in a lemon would probably disappoint many readers, not to mention that the way the story was flowing, it's impossible that sex wouldn't come up in their relationship.

The fic was to take a very different approach on Tsuzuki and Hisoka's relationship that most fanfics don't go to. It's a slow process of Hisoka realizing what sort of love he feels towards Tsuzuki that comes through a few mini-scenes that try to cover and destroy the barriers that these two have put around themselves.

The story itself, really, has no plot. If you're looking for a case fic, you probably should look elsewhere. While there is a small case in the story itself, it plays no major role. You won't see a lot of the other characters as well. Although they play minor roles, the focus is the characterization and changes of Tsuzuki and Hisoka. Hisoka is the main focus of this story and how he changes and discovers 'his answer' over the course of one year.

Oh, I forgot the explaination of the title. :P 'Heart to Heart' is a song from Star Ocean EX, and the translation can be found here. It was an inspiration to this piece and I think the song suits this fanfic well.

Okay, this was a very long comment. Feedback on this piece is always welcome.

I'd also like to thank [livejournal.com profile] rinoared for beta-reading this monster. :D

Prologue )

Part 1, Confession )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Look at me!
Rating: G-PG
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Romance/humor
Warnings: My poor sense of humor. ;_;
Summary: Tsuzuki is looking over a case and ignores everything around him, including Hisoka! How does this make him feel? And what will he do?
Comments: This is a fic request by [livejournal.com profile] sailormac. Basically, Tsuzuki is looking at a case and ignores Hisoka. He gets jealous, tries hard not to show it, but Tsuzuki picks up on it.

Hey, Tsuzuki! )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Forever
Rating: R
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka, small Tatsumi+Hisoka
Warnings: Character death, emotions running high (I felt the need to give a warning, as this piece is an emotional train wreck. X_x;;;), lime content and semi-dark!Hisoka
Genre: Angst, little romance I guess.
Summary: Tatsumi confronts Hisoka about his 'odd' behavior and suggests he gets help. Hisoka reaction to it is unexpected. When Hisoka talks to Tsuzuki about this, he suggests something...
Comments: Argh, I really didn't expect this to turn into a fucking mini-series. X_x;; The sequel to 'Illusion' and 'Dream'. This is the LAST one in this series, no sequel will be written henceforth.

Character death warning again!

I'm not giving a warning to something, as it will spoil the entire story, but be warned, I gave this an angst genre really only for a reason. This depressed ME after writing it. X_x;; I got the idea in my head today and decided it would make a perfect ending to both fics. And since I'm in a depressed mood, yeah, this fits perfectly.

Um, enjoy? It's rated R for content and hints of lime.

Oh, please be warned, this fic is like train wreck syndrom. I mean, when the damn author has an emotional fit AFTER this thing was written, that SAYS something. This is your last warning too.

And I promise I'll be by your side, always... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Dream
Rating: R
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka?
Genre: Angst/Romance
Summary: What is a dream? Are they our perceptions of reality? Or are they wishes of the heart?
Comments: This is the sequel to Illusions. Please be warned, it's rated R for a REASON. Aka, there's sexual content in it. I would say it's lime, as there's purposely no detail in it. It's to set the mood. Aka, this fic is totally different from Illusions.

This actually might squick some people out, not because it's dark, but because the entire idea is just... weird in itself. The format, to the ending.

The idea? It came around, of all places, at school, while reading HP. X_x;;; Don't ask me why. I have no fucking clue.

Erm, sorry it's so short. It's about the third the length as Illusions, but it's because of the format. The first part is formatted purposely.

Well, have fun with the fic. ^_^;; It's not the best sequel, but I got it done. :D

See, I left people something before I poof for the weekend. :D

An unconscious desire for love... )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Mmmm, in a tragic mood tonight. See what happens when you can't sleep and are anxious?

Title: Illusions
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Angst/Romance
Summary: Sometimes, what you see isn't what is always there. Sometimes, we wish we had the courage to say the words we so want to say... And wish we had said them sooner... Reality can be a harsh mistress indeed... Warning! Character death!
Comments: Eh, this is because I'm in a strange mood and I have to wait for my Assassin to recover her hp in RO. X_x;;;

Words that will never be heard )
starzafandomblog: (Sailor Saturn!)
Title: Forbidden Love
Rating: R for violence, lime content, character death
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Angst/Romance
Summary: Antheia finds a diary in the library while looking for a book of wizardy. The diary belonged to a person who left Temuair long ago. What she didn't expect was the diary belonged to a friend... What was the REAL reason that he left the lands?
Comments: Okay, for people who haven't read this, this story is a Dark Ages/Yami no Matsuei crossover. Yes, fear the crossover. :X Dark Ages is basically a fantasy like land. You can enjoy this story without knowing what Dark Ages is, just think of it as a fantasy environment. Although the more apporiate class for Tsuzuki would've been a wizard. >.>

Disclaimers: Antheia, Starza, and Temuair and it's related themes all belong to Nexon Inc. >.> I don't own any of them or anything. ^_^;;

I also don't own Tsuzuki or Hisoka. They belong to their respectful creator. ^_^;;

Anyways, on with the fic. For reference, anything in italics is thoughts AND part of the diary (I don't know how to change text on this thing).

Forbidden Love )

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