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Yay! And I bring fic! Yami no Matsuei fic! Like what the flipping hell!?

Title: Waiting
Rating: T and E
Paring: Hisoka/Tsuzuki
Genre: Angst/romance
Warnings: Flangst (fluff/angst), spoilers up to the Kyoto Arc, minor references to Tsuzuki's Shikigami
Summary: There are times where just saying 'I love you' isn't enough...
Comments: This fic is dedicated to both [ profile] katsue_fox and [ profile] rinoared.

You can read the comments in the links, though the Ao3 version is the 'real' version for this story. Why did I write this? Because I made a lot of promises way back before WoW sucked my life away from fandom.

As always, thanks to [ profile] katsue_fox for the quick beta read and for being so encouraging. It's only due to her encouragement that this fic is even being posted.

Also, I strongly advise reading the Ao3 fic over the one, because the flow is better and the lemon is really important to the overall tone of the story. And because the story is so long, I'm just going to leave links up to go to them!

Waiting T rated version

Waiting E rated version
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Community: [ profile] stagesoflove



Community: [ profile] 10_passions


1. Secret Encounter
2. Along the Moonlit Bay
3. Sarcasm
4. Hidden from the World
5. His Place
6. Addicted To Your Touch
7. Don't Be Afraid
8. The Space Between Us
9. Starry Heavens
10. The Road Back To You
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Title: Mirror Image
Rating: PG-13
Paring: Tir/Riou
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Spoilers for both 'bad' endings to both Suikoden 1 and 2, angst/dark themes, mild lime hints, under aged drinking
Summary: 'We are destined to watch everyone and everything fall... Friends, family, loved ones, whether by sword or by time, we can only sit back and watch them die... And yet, we will still live on, bound by our cruel fate...'
Comments: Written for 2006 [ profile] yaoi_challenge. I realized I never put this story anywhere, so might as well here. The writing isn't too bad, but the story should've been fleshed out a lot more. Again, was too pre-occupied with WoW to really notice. :/

Castle name = Dynasty, since I could not find a default name for it, for the life of me.

We are a lot alike, you and I... )
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Note: All Sims stories have been removed due to lack of interest on my part and that I can't host pictures for them anymore.

Title: Routine
Rating: PG
Pairing: Albel/Fayt
Genre: General
Warning: End game spoilers
Summary: Sometimes, the answer is right in front of you...
Prompt: Post-game day-in-the-life type story, with characterization over smut
Author's Notes: For [ profile] yaoi_challenge 2007. Not really one of my better works. It was rushed since some things in life came up but I still wanted to make the deadline. Sorry, no smut. :(

Not archieved anywhere else cause the writing is beyond poor, since I was more into WoW even though I had several months in advance to write this story. Not beta-read either.

Daily... )
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Title: The Road Not Yet Taken 1/?
Rating: PG-13, may rise later
Pairing: Minor Fayt/Sophia, Albel/Fayt
Genre: Angst/fluff/Humor
Theme: 10. The Road Back To You
Warnings: Main plot spoilers, Spoilers for Albel/Fayt's paired ending, warning for a bit of violence
Summary: While exploring an undeveloped planet, Fayt gets seperated from Albel. However, finding the swordsman won't be easy...
Comments: Part of a series for the [ profile] 10_passions. Instead of writing 10 seperate stories based on all 10 themes, I'm writing one story on the same timeline using every 'part' as a theme. I dunno if this will reach a full 10 parts.

This part is unusually long. I don't know how it clocked in at nearly 10k words, it wasn't supposed to, believe me.

Um, sadly, this got so long that there wasn't enough room for notes. If you want to see the notes for this story, visit here.

Do I regret my choice? )
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Title: Destiny (5/5)
Rating: PG
Genre: Flangst (Yay for fluff/angst OTP!)
Warnings: No main story spoilers again
Summary: Sophia checks up on Fayt...
Word Count: 294
Comments: Ficlet written for [ profile] stagesoflove community, this theme is 'Commitment'. Wow, at the end of the line already. @_@;;

I think I'm overall pleased with how this came out, this was my second challenge that I've ever participated in and writing for the same fandom.

Most of this is dialogue, hence why it seems a bit short.

YES, I'm working on the themes for the other community, it's just one story for it got way out of hand and it set up to writing a multi-chapter work using the themes.

This is where I belong... )
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Title: Polarity
Rating: PG
Pairing: Albel+Sophia (!)
Genre: Fluff with sprinkles of angst
Warnings: Some plot spoilers, you may want to have played to the middle of disk 2, timeline sort of spoilers
Summary: Curiosity gets the better of Sophia. However, she may be getting herself into more than she bargained for...
Comments: I'll be honest, this is a revenge fanfic. It's so lame to write a fanfic out of revenge and I even question my motives as well, but really...

I have three reasons for writing this:

1. This is my revenge against the Albel/Sophia fans really who like bashing other pairings or don't show a tolerance for other people's preferences. This is to prove that while others may write about other pairings, that they actually, surprise, surprise, MAY like yours and don't appreciate or feel alienated because you bash their preferred pairings.

Honestly, I'm sort of surprised that my anger didn't leek into the fic and taint it, or the fact I wrote FLUFF when I was angry and upset.

2. This is also revenge against people who are omg, tehICK! against slash as well. Folks, just because what some people write is majority slash fics doesn't mean we don't like or don't enjoy het pairings. I'm really tired of being either one or other, when I like to sit on the line.

3. This is also an experiment of writing from someone else's PoV besides Fayt. Usually, when I stick to a fandom, I write just from one person's PoV, wheither it's first, second or third person (I've written from Tsuzuki's PoV for YnM in the past, but it wasn't as well received and I stopped after a bit). This is from Sophia's PoV. I'll have to admit, I don't favor Sophia at all, but I enjoyed writing this more than I shoud've.

Will there be a sequel to this? Probably not unless there is enough outcry for one, and it would have to rival Duel and go beyond. Honestly, at least now I can say I've written from a PoV beyond Fayt now.

If you're looking for a full blown romance, sorry, this isn't the story. There's hintings, but if you turn away, you'll miss them.

The title comes from how I feel about Albel and Sophia's personalities.

This takes place back on Elicoor II on disk 2. There's no huge main plot spoilers (Go me!), but you may have wanted to at least get up to this part.

Also, Albel is your seventh character and Nel is your eighth.

Curiosity killed the cat... )
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Title: Destiny (4/5)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Flangst (Fluff/Angst, mostly angst though)
Warnings: No main story spoilers, shocking! HUGE spoilers on Albel's past
Summary: Fayt gets his question answered...
Word Count: 335
Comments: Ficlet written for [ profile] stagesoflove community, this theme is 'Intimacy'. Corny summary, but it sums up this fic well.

Please be warned, this story contains massive spoilers on Albel's past. Most of this info can be found in the dictionary (I think you may need to get him as your 7th character, but I dunno for sure) and a few PA scenes as well.

Um, there is no set timeline between this part and the previous, it could be the next day or it could be some time down the line.

I think this is my favorite one because I love Albel and the idea in this fic isn't written on much.

The full story... )
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Title: Destiny (3/5)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance/bit of angst
Warnings: No main story spoilers, shocking! Minor spoilers on Albel's past
Summary: Fayt and Albel get into another arguement, only this time...
Word Count: 362
Comments: Ficlet written for [ profile] stagesoflove, the theme for this one is 'Passion'. I think I sort of jumped a bit with their relationship, but I think it's okay, given the next two parts and the way they are.

I take back what I said before too, THIS was the hardest to write.

Oh, um, there are different theories about Albel's arm, since it's not 100% clear in the game. I'm using the one that benefits me the most. :X

This takes place after Albel/Fayt's ending, pretty much, so from here on, it's completely post game.

I never imagined things to turn out this way... )
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Title: Destiny (2/5)
Rating: PG
Genre: Flangst (Fluff/Angst) (In this part)
Warnings: No main story spoilers, shocking!, Albel/Fayt ending spoilers
Summary: Fayt is re-evaluating his decision to stay on Elicoor II...
Word Count: 434
Comments: Ficlet written for [ profile] stagesoflove, the theme for this one is 'Romance'. Honestly, I think this theme was the hardest to come up with something for, considering your typical 'romance' isn't going to happen between these two.

Really, this isn't exactly 'Romantical' in nature at first glance, but if you look close enough, you can see something.

This can take place before or after Fayt and Albel's ending together.

Maybe I shouldn't have stayed... )
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Title: Destiny (1/5)
Rating: PG
Genre: General/Hinted Romance (In this part)
Warnings: Minor spoilers
Summary: After the defeat of Luther, Fayt reflects and come to a decision...
Word Count: 460
Comments: Ficlet written for [ profile] stagesoflove, the theme for this one is 'Attraction'. Note, this take place between the very end of the game, but before one of Fayt's paired ending (Whoever you get, but the choice is obvious with who I paired him up with. :D).

What is the right path? )
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Title: Regret, 2/?
Rating: Hard R
Fandom: Yami no Matsuei
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Tons of angst, Mild sexual situations (Lime)
Warnings: Kyoto Arc spoilers, as usual
Summary: Sometimes, you're better off waiting...
Comments: Honestly, I wasn't planning on writing a fic to Regret. I think Regret stands off nice on it's own, but later, I thought of making this timeline into a series. This part focuses on Tsuzuki now.

A big thank you goes to [ profile] rinoared for the fine beta job. If there's anything she or I missed, lemme know before I go all cross-post crazy. :X Oh, and if you haven't, it's not vital that you read the previous part before you read this, but I would recommend it.

I wish I could go back in time... )
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Well, nearly a year since I updated this thing. @_@;;

First off, I took the Sims thing down. Sadly, my game kept crashing out on me and I didn't have the time to really bother fixing it. So sorry if you were really anticipating for those. :/

Secondly, there may be a few fics coming soon. I won't make any promises when they will come out, as I'm taking college classes, looking for a job, and actively playing World of Warcraft. So these fics could come out a few days from now or a few months from now, judging how well I update things. *rolls eyes*

Finally, I'll leave you with small tidbits of the fics I've worked on and am currently working on. Abandoned pieces listed here MAY have a small chance of being written for in the future, but for now, I consider them work that I will never finish.

Tentative Title: Regret, Part 2
Completion: 80%
Priority: High

Comment: You know, I was never going to plan on working on 'Regret' ever again. It was a nicely done Hisoka piece that I felt was good on it's own. But a few months ago, I got an idea to turn it into a mini-anthology.

All of part 2 is written, but it's un-betaed and I may want to change a few things. This is a fic that will most likely come out first than anything on here.

Part 2 features Tsuzuki, Part 3, Tatsumi, and finally, Part 4 features Watari, which will be the biggest challenge. Tsuzuki and Hisoka's parts go hand-in-hand, but Tatsumi and Watari's parts will be away from them. While they DO mention Tsuzuki and Hisoka, what will be the theme in their story will be off to the side of what's going on between Tsuzuki and Hisoka.

I haven't decided if I want their parts to go hand-in-hand yet.

Regret 2 tidbit )

Tentative Title: Waiting
Completion: 40%
Priority: Medium to High

Comment: I wrote this fic actually because of a discussion going on in [ profile] pennypaperbrain's journal nearly a year ago. Yes, this fic is THAT old. This was also supposed to be a present for [ profile] rinoared, so there was supposed to be some sort of lime/lemon. However, I got sidetracked and never completed this. I'd like to finish it one day, because I love the ideas.

You can also think of this as an AU version of 'Regret', only a lot more different and more 'omg, happily eva after!'

Waiting tidbit )

Tentative Title: Blur
Completion: 15%
Priority: Low

Comment: This fic was supposed to be a multi-chapter Muraki/Tsuzuki, Tsuzuki/Hisoka. Basically, dark, a lot of fucked-up-ness, and the like. I showed it only to a few people and later abandoned it, even though I had the ending, prologue and first chapter written out.

I really do want to work on this story someday, because the idea has a lot of promise. I had the plot points all mapped out and everything. But until things calm down here and I stop playing so much WoW, this fic won't, sadly, see the light of day.

Blur tidbit )

Tentative Title: None
Completion: 10%?
Priority: Abandoned

Comment: I just randomly found this little PwP Hisoka/Tsuzuki piece. I think I liked the character interaction more than anything with this piece, which is sadly, not in the tidbit. It's pretty much abandoned, at this point, considering the writing style is 2-3 years old compared to my current.

Untitled tidbit )

Tentative Title: Darkness Within, Part 3
Completion: 20%?
Priority: Abandoned

Comment: I think I've given up all hope on ever finishing this. I think I may remove part 2, and just leave it as a one-shot, because the first part stands out as a one-shot on it's own. I wanted to end it in a very fucked up manner, but at the rate I'm going, it'll never be complete.

Darkness Within, Part 3 tidbit )

Tentative Title: Seduction
Completion: 40%?
Priority: Abandoned

Comment: Another abandoned piece. This was supposed to be a request fic for [ profile] katsue_fox, but I never finished it for personal reasons and just a loss of interest. I feel bad about it, but I don't like forcing myself to write on something that I have little to no inspiration for.

It's very unlikely I'll finish this piece, personal reasons again. Shame, because I really liked where this fic was going.

Seduction tidbit )

Tentative Title: Reunited
Completion: 15%
Priority: Low

Comment: This is a FF7 piece I worked on that I eventually abandoned. I wanted to write a Zack/Cloud fic, but get around the obvious Cloud/Tifa that screamed out to me, and NOT bash Tifa in the process.

This would have worked around a theory me and my sister had about Zack. However, Advent Children completely destroyed the theory. Nevertheless, I think if you ignore AC, this could be a decent AU.

Very very unlikely that I'll finish this anytime soon, but I still would like to write and play with this idea.

Reunited tidbit )

And that's about it for now!
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Title: Duel
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Star Ocean: Till the End of Time
Pairing: Albel/Fayt
Genre: Romance/Humor?, PwPish in plot
Warnings: Albel/Fayt's paired ending spoilers, no main game plot spoilers, lime/lemon?
Summary: Albel has challenged Fayt to a fight. Only it's not a fight he's normally used to...
Comments: This was written for the [ profile] yaoi_challenge.

This really isn't full blown NC-17 to me, but it crosses the R boarder.

A huge thanks goes out to [ profile] rinoared for the beta job. ^_^

Do I regret my choice? )
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Title: Regret
Rating: G-PG
Pairing: Minor Fayt/Sophia, Albel/Fayt
Genre: General?
Warnings: Minor main plot spoilers, Spoilers for Albel/Fayt's paired ending
Summary: Fayt wonders if he made the right decision.
Comments: VERY tiny ficlet that I had originally started for the [ profile] yaoi_challenge, but decided to ditch it. I didn't want to abandon the work completely, so it came out as a small ficlet. There will probably be ideas in this fic in another story, but for now, I wanted to post something up.

And YES, I know it's the same title as another story. This one isn't as emotionally strong as the YnM story, so tut on you!

No plans to post this anywhere else currently, it may be abandoned or it may be fixed up later on.

Do I regret my choice? )
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Title: Memories
Rating: PG
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: General
Warnings: The usual spoilers, up to Kyoto, Hisoka's past, MANGA version
Summary: Hisoka reflects on memories...
Comments: I'm saddened of the lack of birthday fics for Hisoka. :( It's a little late, but let's say inspiration hit me. Yes, I KNOW I wrote a fic with the same title and pretty much, the SAME summary, but it seems to fit this story too, so nah nah!

It is VERY important you take note of the version I'm going by, because, in this version, I'm going by the manga version. You'll see in one memory, where the fic differs from the anime.

Some inspiration from a manga I read recently too. *coughs*

This is so not my normal style, I think, but... *shrugs*

Past, Present, Future... )
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Title: Regret
Rating: R
Pairing: Tsuzuki/Hisoka
Genre: Angst
Summary: Sometimes, you're better off being friends...
Warnings: Lots of angst, mild sexual situation
Comments: Urgh, don't ask where this came from. A LOT of people bitch and whine that sometimes, romance ruins things between people who are close. Hehe, SO...

I'm probably going to be killed by the Tsusoka fans, but... eh... I don't know, for SOME reason, this fic amuses me, although it should depress me!

It should become clear who the speaker is in this fic. This runs a bit similiar to Addiction, but has nothing to do with it. I think I like running Hisoka through the ring of angst.

Thanks goes out to [ profile] katsue_fox for encouraging comments and [ profile] rinoared for betaing. ^_^

Should have... Could have... )
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Title: The Little Things
Rating: PG
Pairing: No pairings
Genre: General/humor
Warnings: Manga spoilers up to at least volume 9 of who people are
Summary: Someone decides to show the new shinigami around...
Comments: Er, this sounds like a Sue/Stu, but it isn't. It's something, well, different, for a change.

I'm making blatent assumptions in this fic too. I'm assuming everyone has an office, even the people who are never seen there, but they spend most of their time in their own Cho.

Also, apparently something is wrong too or I'm not reading it correctly. Watari works for the HenJouCho block (Section 6), according to the lecture part in volume 1, but Kazuma and Nonomiya work there too (Section 1 and 2), but in the Peace Division (volume 9). So are there people working in each block for the Peace Division or did I miss something?

If anyone can clear it up or find something wrong, let me know.

This will probably be the last YnM fic I do for some time now.

Also, most of the information for this fic was obtained via YnM translations on Theria's website.

Welcome to hell? @_@ )
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Title: Non Serviam
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: No pairing
Genre: Dark/Angst
Warnings: VERY creepy and just... weird...
Summary: Tsuzuki has a secret...
Comments: Truly, do NOT ask me where the fuck this came from. Originally, this was going to be a Muraki/Tsuzuki fic, but I changed my mind at the very last minute. Drabble for [ profile] hidden_wolf (418 words).

Secret... )
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Title: Seagulls
Rating: PG
Pairing: Squall/Quistis, not romantical. >.>, implied Squall/Rinoa
Genre: General
Warnings: None
Summary: Squall and Quistis have a small talk...
Comments: Drabble for [ profile] ryutsuki (354 words). Um, that's about all, cept it's crappy. Takes place during FF8, around disk 2.

Seashells, seashells... )


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